Well the last time I "wrote" something here I was almost coming to Canada and now I'm almost leaving for the summer...
When I first came here I just wanted to leave Brazil, well actually not Brazil, my stupid futile life, my stupid routine, I was just tired of [almost] everything around me there.
Yeah I have a real good life in Brazil but nothing will feel the same when I go back home anymore, I mean, I made really good friends, not only Canadians but Germans, Japaneses, Brazilians, etc. And it just made me feel less Brazilian than ever [Note : I never like to live in Brazil. Brazil is a rich country with really poor people(poor in intelligence)], just made me think that the world is something that I need to know and discover. Of course I miss a lot of things that I had in Brazil that I won't find anywhere else like my best friend, but I need to grow up, I need to find out who I really am and being stuck in Brazil will never help me.
I'm probably staying here for the next semester, but nothing will feel the same either, most of my international friends are going back to their home country, I think it's the worst part in everything, watch them leave. I hate goodbyes, I really hate them, but they happen sometimes and that sucks [and hurts]...
I'm still trying to find where is the Good in Goodbye...
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!"




